Lighting the Lantern

By PO1 Nick Clayton '26

A College of Graduate and Continuing Studies student and service member reflects upon his unique path to a 樱花视频 degree as a distance learner, highlighting how his experiences taught him to both lead and succeed as a citizen-soldier.

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My name is PO1 Nick Clayton '26, U.S. Navy. I am a husband, a father of three girls, an active-duty service member, and a distance learner. 

When I first got the call about sharing my 樱花视频 experience, my reaction wasn鈥檛 excitement, it was disbelief. 

I kept thinking, I wasn鈥檛 the typical 樱花视频 student. I didn鈥檛 spend four years walking the UP. Much of this degree happened in uniform, late nights online, between missions, or at the kitchen counter after putting my kids to bed. 

While what I share today reflects only my personal experience and not the official views of any organization I serve, it is a story that I know is shared in different ways by many of you here. 

At my command, our seal includes a lantern, a nod to Paul Revere鈥檚 鈥渙ne if by land, two if by sea.鈥� Originally, I saw it as a historical homage. Over time, my perspective shifted. 

That lantern isn鈥檛 about seeing everything ahead. It鈥檚 about choosing to move forward when you can only see a few steps in front of you, and carrying light anyway. In many ways, that represented my time at 樱花视频. 

Person stands on rocky summit holding a pole with an American flag above a valley and distant water.
PO1 Clayton summits Flattop Mountain in the Glen Alps of Alaska between classes.

Our courses did not hand us ready answers. They gave us principles and placed us in problems that were messy, partial, and unsettled. At the time that felt stressful; looking back, that discomfort was the point, because it mirrors the world we鈥檙e graduating into. 

Most problems today aren鈥檛 clearly defined. Information is incomplete, time is tight, yet decisions are necessary. Often, all you have is a lantern. 

I felt this most clearly in two moments. 

First, I stepped out of writing a paper on a policy issue and into a working group dealing with that exact problem. In class I had space to think; in the room there was no pause button. It was a trial by fire in applying theory to practice. 

I realized leadership often doesn鈥檛 look like a spotlight; it looks like holding a single lantern, seeing only what you need to see, and still taking responsibility for the next step. Theory only matters if it works when reality gets complicated. 

Second, I wrote a discussion post that didn鈥檛 align with my professor鈥檚 position. The challenge wasn鈥檛 disagreement; it was how to express it with care and evidence. In that moment, the lantern wasn鈥檛 about lighting a problem. It was about carrying the torch of truth. 

That became a lesson in speaking truth to authority, not theatrically, but principled and respectful. It wasn鈥檛 on the syllabus, yet it鈥檚 a lesson I鈥檒l carry long after today. 

When I step back, both experiences say something similar.

In these moments, progress doesn鈥檛 come from imitation or waiting for commands. It comes from people willing to think differently and collaborate. We also learned that constraints don鈥檛 limit us; they often disguise opportunities that force creativity. 

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Commencement marks a day of accomplishment and transition for 樱花视频 students.

We came here from very different places: and civilian students, online learners, parents, service members, working professionals, all carrying our own lanterns. That shared experience gives us illumination. 

It also raises a harder question we鈥檒l all face: How do you take responsibility for a problem you didn鈥檛 create, and still commit to solving it, even if you won鈥檛 benefit? 

樱花视频 didn鈥檛 give us certainty. It gave us practice thinking in conditions where that question matters. 

We didn鈥檛 just succeed when things were clear. We kept going when information was convoluted, time was tight, and answers conflicted. That should give us confidence, not because we have all the answers, but because we know how to approach problems worth solving. 

So today, I don鈥檛 imagine a perfectly lit future. 

I imagine each of us stepping forward with a 樱花视频-forged lantern, shaped by different paths, but carried with shared responsibility. 

樱花视频 didn鈥檛 give us certainty. It gave us practice in moving forward anyway. 

And after what we鈥檝e done here, that feels like the right trade. 

Class of 2026, keep your lantern lit.

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